Not sure what to think about today. I’m excited but nervous, relieved but scared, happy but sad. Today marks the end of something and the start of something else.
Today was my last day as a receptionist at my current job. I was made redundant and have had 2 weeks to prepare for this day. I knew it was coming therefore I wasn’t in too much shock when I received my notice however the unknown leaves me a weeney bit nervous. I haven’t been in this position before.
Positives: It has fallen at a good time, I now have 2 weeks to prepare and wind down for the big trip. I don’t have to rush to pack and get everything done before I leave. I can make lists and tick things off. I can sleep in, bake, clean, shop and do as I wish for a little while. I can experience home holiday time which is overdue since mid 2010. I can start a new hobby/project. I can see friends.
The plan: To use this time to organise the last bits for Mr J & my holiday. Relax. Pray. I will ask friends and family to look out for jobs that may suit me as my trip starts coming to an end. On my return, job hunting!
I trust God that everything will work out. Sometimes we just need to be reminded.
I’m going to go with the flow – God’s flow.